LOnely? Reindigenize yourself as an antidotE to lonelyness.

One may find oneself surrounded by people but feeling alone nonetheless. We seem to set things up in our personal life experiences as if we are separate from all other beings and things. Yet the truth remains that every good thing one experiences is provided ultimately by the earth, a vast living being, our planetary mother. Those items most fundamental to the materialist, our bodies , was given freely by her. She who in her inexhaustable dis-interested love of us all , providing unconditionally, may serve as an example of how to live.

don juan when refering to the her said "for a warrior there can be no greater love"

The real world is the earth and sky, these parents provide all we need. When we separate ourselves from our awareness of this truth we literally disown a large part of ourselves.We create a neurosis . If we aren't all of ourselves we self-reflect, the more we self-reflect the more we exist in reason removed from direct experience, and so, the more we are not ourselves, the more we self-reflect etc. and round and round. We trade our potential to become complete natural beings. We trade our unknown potentials for guarantees of futures(however illusory) within modern society which teaches us to own everything, including the earth and sky. And so we wind up being owned ourselves, and separated by our way of living, we are externally dependant for food shelter clothes love etc on a manmade system which is based on ownership and exploitation of our infinitely loving planetary and solar "parents". We tell ourselves lies to avoid the truth. We are enslaved divinity. Symbolically we tell our friends we own them (you're MY friend) and then proceed to use and exploit them like we are a multi national and they are oil, some are lower on the food chain, some are higher. This seems like a lonely situation.
A warrior depends on their own resources within a matrix of earth and sky to provide all their need and wishes. Experienceing real oneness with nature, the warrior notices trees plants minerals soil, birds insects animals forests lakes rivers mountains are their siblings and teachers and friends and challengers and is never alone again.

i take refuge in the company of spiritual souls
whamon!

Sensing energy

1. attend to sensations on the surface of your physical body.

2. Attend to sensations and feelings within the physical body.

3. Attend to sensations and feelings of non-ordinary energies immediately surrounding the physical body and extending up to two feet out from it.

4. attend to awarenesses of non-ordinary energies within the physical body

Over realmed shaky ground

i am the life in all you tubes regardless of your accesorized appendages


filled with empty
without remiss


shakes the ground
a shock wave

zen is nothing!

Total Gender (the first adam had a woman inside)

how're you yabadaba doo'in

hey there's memory we don't know we already have stored in the unknown facets of self which become revealed previously unexpected memory as we stretch the known self through the unknown self

Radical self acceptance on the journey to wholeness seemzes to be requiring thorough self honesty as the elements of ones self inventory reveal their newly equilibrated balance.

transformation in sometimes painful increments and stages.

then the flash of lightening:
the sound of one hand slapping.

words adde cohesion to shape new worlds
during transit to paradise now didn't we?

as gravity pulls on matter
we pull ourselves into manifestation

"Shri Ram! Shri Ram! " gandhi said, as he tumbled to the ground dead

buddha came down from the mountain,
i ascended it. Always ive run counter
to his teaching,
and now im bound for hell-ha ha!
mans inquisitiveness is sheer nonsense.

zen master etsugans last words recited moments before closing his eyes and dying.



in the frantic hurry of dying
its difficult to utter the last words
if i were to speak a wordless word
i wouldnt speak, i wouldnt speak

Dokyo wrote this death verse, then hummed an ancient song, laughed heartily and then died.

seventy six years,
unborn undying;
Clouds break up,
Moon sails on

Tokken(1244-1319)zen master

S/He who thus comes to me, becomes one with me, just as a river goes to the ocean and becomes one with it, you should surrender yourself to me who am seated in your heart.

say

"My relics will speak to you from the tomb! I am ever living to help those who seek refuge!"

-I am that which cannot be seen with physical eyes-


Death awareness is the very bedrock of the path.
-H.H. the Dalai Lama-

wodans day

Action is better than talk for now.

Can you be all of yourself including your dreams and your unknown facets? Because this is all that is required of one if one wishes to brush up against the unknowable and the chance of a chance to attain to whatever the words total freedom represent.

you look down to see me. i see you from the ground up.
same world different perspectives. may i unfold other worlds for you?

the night frames my circular body, every circle a world
Infinite circles are here in circle body radiant.
infinity is infinity!
in dieing to and catharting out of limiting worldviews may you find the way!

In polishing the mirror of the heart
one cleans the veil that binds one.
Fancy and senses cloud ones vision and obscures our hearts from meeting.

Transition to the new world with we us me you (5=23=2o3= 2003-2012=nine years between ages, we see the door, here are the keys). We Gnow the potential paradise of nature centered techno-paradise now possible if we unite our interests we can have done it purrrfuctly now, already. Total freedom is the aim. So paint the best picture and move into it. Sound good? Feel it move you?
Intermediate training worlds-meditation retreats- train warriors to penetrate into the unknown. To realise ones sorceror-ness as boddhisatva super here oh's= bardo guides.
WHAMON!
Transition resources are available for every challenge. Just ask at the next evolute nexi.
its definitely not words but primate throat sounds give a rough notion of the crude structure of what were hinting at, wink wink, if you dont know im not telling is a blessing and a pun.

FISH ARE TO WATER AS THE HUMAN MIND IS TO____________?

A.(falsity)


can you perceive the guides yet?

responsibility

Would you be willing to die for that choice?

vagabond wanderer cumz h-om-e

i found my answer looking in your one eye love

liberated from a lonely mind cause soon it will be gone

when on the special moment that we die

and on looking in the heart i found that we were one

Initiator and Challenger

life itself confronts and intiates one
can s/he overcome natural preferences?

The dark woman of knowledge
a well of inspiration rebirths the god
for in his drinking he becomes the water
and as this door opens
unexpectedly the challenger comes through.
She demands her debts to be repaid
This second death gives new life,
a womb to be born from rebirths the god
She delivers the truth

she places the baby in the fire
not to burn it
but because with proper time
she burns away mortality
and makes the baby immortal

when pressed for meanings
the dark lady shaman sez
" you must choose to have your wife ugly by day and beautiful at night or beautiful by day and ugly at night"
unable to decide between public shame or private misery the chivalrous knight bids her to decide for herself.

"That is the answer to the riddle" exclaimed the dark woman of knowledge," for women desire to have sovereignty over the men they love".

one must release the challenger to be released.
With the challenger nothing is given for nothing,
but when she is unselfishly repaid,
she is herself generous.


at the point of death there can be no deception.
if this were ones last moment would death respect it?

unknowable

words fail.





moving at the speed of light




naturally i tear off my artificial body covering
"naturally" agrees the doctor




i am surrounded by these living cores of life encapsulated in leathery robot bodies regarding me with distaste and fear.

i am their worst nightmare come true.


like the boy looking up the teachers dress



fearlessly!
enlightened!

well come?!

welcome to planit mirth. be unreasonably radiantly loving with this planets inhabitants.
intended for youniversal youse, care of thee whole endless process?

How long do you want to ignore the posibility for ourselves to enjoy the fullest collaboration with the world as a harmonious system of contained conflicts based on the realisation that the only real eye is the whole endless process.

do- it yerselfez cozmic intercourse for the h-om-e craftbeing:

SYNC-UP
SENSE AND FEEL
PINEAL WEB GLANDSCAPING OPTIMIZING CONNECTIONS WITH THE GENTLY RYTHMICAL PULSE OF OMNIVERSAL PRESENCE!

oh yeah!

like we wipe mud off of our soles before going "inside" we must cleanse the muck of vapid domesticated primate habits off of our soul before voyaging beyond primate realities!
Experience all beings as awakening beings and transform relational frictions into cleansing radiations to polish ones diamond soul.
o.k. asshole? becumz
OH CHAOS SOUL!