wholeness equals healing

many say they wish for wholeness and health but few have considered this all the way. Usually there are reasons for patterns in our lives and to change life negative patterns takes effort (read conscious suffering). ask oneself "am i ready to heal?" "do I really want to be healed?" before asking how or when do i heal.

remember smiling within constantly as a self healing modality seems to be an all powerful healing agent with many miracle cure to its fame but few can perform this simple straight forward method successfully. Some steps to wholeness havn't been taken i bet.

support for your journey( hot stone massage polarity therapy and meditation) are available from me sunjye (suggested donation 25$ for 1.5 hrs.) at the balance center in newmarket call 905 953 8391 for info on study groups, daily meditation, weekly spiritual celebrations, or to make an appointment for a holistic treatment.

hire sunjye!

want something unique for your event, garden , gallery or business? sunjye is available to install magical freestanding balance sculptures anywhere with any material. excitat23@yahoo.com

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personal healing with sunjye

sunjye offers:

• polarity therapy
• aromatherapy and acupressure massage
• hot stone massage
• light and sound therapy
• shamanic ceremonies
• juices and herbs
• daily drop in meditation class
• weekly spiritual parties
• courses and workshops
• guided "magickal"tours around toronto and s. ontario

Come to sunjye's garden and urban retreat - The Balance Center for Holistic Health. Come for serious healing challenges or just to be pampered and rebalanced. sunjye is a versatile healer accomplished in many arts, you will feel great again, healed, renewed and inspired.

All services are free. Donations or barter appreciated

located in newmarket near Yonge st. and Davis dr.

contact sunjye : excitat23@yahoo.com

the travelling balance ceremony

look for these "balances" around toronto.
sunjye the shaman creates stone balance sculpture circles in toronto and surround. The circle is a powerful tool, sort of a compass, for the shaman or shamanka to orient themselves in many worlds. the balances themselves are astonishing to people, the sculptures look impossible so peoples "totally open to miracles happening now" attention goes into the balances which act as antennas and acupucture needles for the earth getting Erda's energies moving and harmonized. this is a ceremony for the individuals that contact it, the community it happens in and for mother earth.

to do this work sunjye labours intensively carrying rocks and rubble,etc., S. does this for the good of all beings. If you wish to contribute money to make these healing and inspiring installations possible please do( excitat23@yahoo.com) , it is needed. thank you.

here are some balance photos for you to have fun with.

donate if you can: excitat23@yahoo.com blessed be!

meet me in folly, its absurd.

taking oneself seriously is a condition for a sly clown or mime. bigger parts of inner self must be gotten into. we must learn to not say i to negative emotions. our level of being attracts our experiences after all.

nature walks and ancestor talks. eris goddess anyone?

this one will be walking around out of town for a few days attuning to nature in nature.
these windy fall days are perfect for strengthening contact with ones ancestors.
the leaves are changing, change.

as a self ordained zen master and erisian pope this one discards the serious reaction to the clarity of seeing (shamanically) and meets people in folly, so jolly, this absurdity, these games we play. in the intoxicatingly beautiful now lay power to create. absurdity is isn't wasn't it?
even though 23 out of 25 erisians agree to disagree ERIS is often present during these attempts at creating a creative discord as opposed to a destructive order or destructive disorder.
sometimes a disguised evolutionary (intelligence)agent may drop in to ones reality tunnel and then suddenly, vroom, evolve out of it faster than they dropped into said reality tunnel leaving behind only the hint of perfumed air making one aware that not all order is good and not all disorder is bad.

please email this blog to any who you think may benefit from erisian curazy wizdum, hmmmm pops?

sunjyes upcoming rock balance installations: this weekend look for sunjye fri night on queen st west in the t.o. metroplex and possibly on lake huron in southhampton on. at chantry beach on sunday. the moira river near belleville will be the site of some shrine and rock balance assembling this fall as well. if you wish to support this fall work with donations of money, food, lodgings, or transportation please email me excitat23@yahoo.com

once in a while we get requests for instruction in shamanism.
it is a way of life that may only be discovered after living it by living closly with a shaman for a number of years.
its a step by step process of recovering and blossoming into genetic potentials and divine powers beyond our current imagination.
it cannot be taught or transmitted, one may create the conditions to experience it by making oneself ready for higher work, but this is only personal preperatory work, not work as an intelligence agent for higher dimensions. to find ones own work it may be useful to serve someone who has found their positon in the higher dimensional work.
people often get a tiny taste of shamanism when they witness rock balancing because the psychological shock of seeing rocks balanced in impossible looking ways stops ones way of perceiving the world, perhaps only momentarily, but it is a taste of stopping the world nonetheless.
rock balancing itself is a good wholistically therapeutic preperatory work on self particularly for those who need to develop their movement centrum.
those skills which cannot be taught in books which are somatically based, or which otherwise must be taught in person can be learned from a good shaman or shamanka teacher by a student who is ready to serve and who will work sincerely. still interested? it demands all you have!
excitat23@yahoo.com sunjye - shaman karma mechanic

lucidity in the city

we ask various whatevers that we have judged to be authorities "what are this ones lessons that must be learned in this lifetime" so that we may play the mastery game and move past these lessons into the wholeness of fulfilling higher purposes, yes?

but it is not one linear deal. it is more like a collection of simultaneous mostly non linear processess with different start and stop points and all woven together that occasionally include a linear process.
so we may do a bit of all in one (work on self lessons, work for others, work for the work) on occasion?
at least this one seems sure that three lines of work(self, for others, for the work) remain nessesary for one to ensure returning to lucidity in the city?!
please email me for healing or teaching appointments, ceremonies, or installations, excitat23@yahoo.com
look for me on the streets this one is usually about somewheres!

wonderful expansion vibes?

check out the new podcast @ molarradio it is a ceremony that we recorded last year and the shows hosts reactions.
as for stone balance sculpting, this units efforts will be focused on queen and spadina, or augusta and college. come to these areas and follow your gnows to find we.

sunjye is available for stone balance instruction or installations, meditation guidance, healing massage and energy therapies now. contact sunjye at excitat23@yahoo.com

just balancing

finding dead areas in the city and lovingly, without judgement, clearing and cleaning the filth, and installing a stone and rubble rock balance garden to awaken healing vibe is this ones main activity these wonderful late summer days. its really hands on practical connecting real now clearing and cleaning and arranging compared to sitting still in a clean temple, yet one grew from the other.

each person that passes me as i sit on the side walk playing seems so beautiful, like a force of nature. my favourites are those passersby who have developed their presence consciously. they facinate. mmmm a wonderful sexy intelligent mobile friend along the way, a co-conspirator in the revolution of loving smiles, a fellow knower.
rest in each others beautiful power.

stone balance sculpting

may you help angels perform higher work. blessed be!
sunjye will be performing a balance installation at habourfront center on july 1,2,and 3. harbourfront center is a great place to expose children to art and artists. my own dad (bless him) took me there as a child and there were some free craft activities and engaging artist people who influenced me to eventually become an artist.
art = the game of finding beauty in things and laughing often
artist= one who nudges changes in culture by playing the art game.
This one wishes to thank the power of the place called harbourfront center as its wholeness communicated the wonder of using and playing with the imagination so strongly that the reverberations helped grow this ones purrrceptual freedom. thankyou we offer love hope and gratitude to the place of power called harbourfront.

this one remembers looking at all places differently after harbourfront because at harbourfront one is continually delighted by the magick of finding some wonderful impression around each corner. so as a child this one found it's selves (naively) thinking all buildings that looked modern would have such a delightfully surprizing labyrinthine art egg hunt aspect to them.
keeping this sense of real magick alive into adulthood was definitely boosted and assisted by subsequent visits to this gem of a spot.

harbourfront seems to have included natural and elemental intelligences in its wholeness. we think this because at harbourfront we get a sense of nature paradoxically located at essentially the city core. since t.o. is still young and formative may the good energy created at harbourfront be used for the balancing of wildness and civilisation that marks a paradise.
we support harbourfront as if the future matters!

well, there it is.

it would seem that in the last 70 or so years, the human race has become aware of a great deal of information about its mechanisms; general behaviours and how it must behave in different circumstances. this awareness is useless unless one learns to contemplate these rules calmly, dispassionately, disinterestedly, without emotional identification. if one does this, this awareness may innoculate against and free people from blind loyalties, unquestioning obedience to mindless slogans, rhetoric, leaders, mass emotions.
no governments will willingly let its people learn to free themselves from government and state rhetoric and (false)pressures. every state relies on passionate loyalty and subjection to group pressures. except perhaps america at its birth(ghettysburg address).

this seems to be the basic meme most governments thoroughly inform within the people.(if you identify with this the matrix has you , neo. "I am a citizen of a free society, and that means I am an individual, making individual choices. My mind is my own, my opinions are chosen by me, I am free to do as i will, and at the worst the pressures on me are economic, that is to say if I only had enough money I could do as I want."

if one finds themself examining themselves as not solitary but as a part of a group and one is learning to understand the social laws that govern groups, one is being more enlightened.

Twilight Zone

After calling in love and light, while laying down falling asleep with eyes closed watch any flashes of light, phosphene glow, dots, grids, etc. When you begin to see images, expand your determination to stay awake enough to remember to consciously enter a dream by remembering this image. Do this several times on consecutive nights for the best results.

what iz a shaman

A shaman is someone who has been to the end of spacetime, someone actively fulfilling the intuition that the universe seeks completion, someone who knows how the universe(quaquaverse) seems to operate.

first if one wishes to expand into a shamanic life, one must tidy up ones intellect and open up to ones creative imagination(particularly dreams).

sunjye counsels individuals on walking the path as not only a physical road but also as "the way".

refering back to the moment when you read the words "the way" answer the following,
what do the words total freedom symbolize?

next time you find yourself more aware ask yourself,
what are you thinking?
what actions are you doing?
do you want to be doing it?

turn and face the future.

Some see the creation as the emanations of the god and goddess in the act of sporting in infinite bliss, infinite enflamed prayer/orgasm.

chemistry?

Some think or model that brain chemistry explains their pleasure pain elation depression. This is just another layer of interpretation, as science(little more than a pimp itself) now knows the theory behind chemistry is quantum electro dynamics. This model makes one think that mabey their is a little more bend to realities than we had previously assumed. Some teachings now recommend understanding oneslf as a conglomeration of bioelectric fields (e-meter and etc.) to better experience oneness, or to surf probability fields or choose/collapse into specific states.

It is taught that in the human, bioelectrically between the gross physical field and the subtle field is another field created by impingment. Work on these aspects is prebreakdown(death) training for what comes next. After our Gross physical field is annihilated by death, What then for the subtle field?
Learning to walk in the real world.

science proves matrix!

everyone knows science tells us the world seems to be something other than what we purrrceive. quantum information theory, holograms, fratality, etc seem to prove that space time is an illusion. ha

the matrix was real!

why was the second coming of christ ignored ?
he (the one) was in a movie released in easter of 1999.
it is a modern myth.

can you read the code that is the first attention of rationality? -the known from a non ordinary perspective.
can you purrrceive the hints as the one does? Power as in divine will not anthony robbins.

what is the matrix? all that we depend upon to live.

reality is electrical signals occuring in your neurology, yes?
how do you know its not just that, brain in tank style? or that one's worldview not only gives one a world to view but a limit on perceptions. Being flexible in the presence of mystery requires energy and if one indulges in drifting and habits and stops being present and mindful mechanicalness happens.

are you an automaton for an external mechanical matrix?
are you 110% dependent on an external matrix for everything?
take the red pill.
what is the red pill? where can one get one?

what about the real world? the second attention, the energy body the unknown?
can you astrally project?
lucid dream?
are you a "hidden master"?

if no,
are you a warrior who gnows she must unplugg hirself from artificial externally focussng matrix somehow?
who in spite of total livestock mind control lives as a true individual, joyously searching for completion, and the desert of the real?

uniting worlds
becoming whole
we meet in our folly
controlled folly

be impeccable

Be impeccable with what your emotions tell you. If you can discern what your conscience is telling you and you are flexible and emotionally grounded enough to work with others then come play! We're waiting for you right outside your door, come on, you're two billion years old, you are the buddha, and its time to remember.

love and light
harmonize!